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[/// @neilwestfall44]

i deserve to be happy

[/// @neilwestfall44]

i deserve better.

[/// @neilwestfall44]

i invest so much time and effort and money and emotion and fucking life into people and for what?

[/// @neilwestfall44]

i had never felt the amount of love from anyone or anything the first few months of our relationship, but things are different now and i have never once felt the amount of hatred that you show me from from anyone else.

[/// @neilwestfall44]

i’m done doing shit for you, done driving you everywhere, done being forced to take part in social activities, im done with everything.

[/// @neilwestfall44]

you used to make me feel so at home, so happy, and so safe. but i don’t know where home is now and i’m not even safe from myself.

[/// @neilwestfall44]

my life is fucking hell

[/// @neilwestfall44]

i’ve been saying for months that this isn’t working and that you’ve changed and i just hope you see that soon