Just cried for about 3 hours straight. now im shoving my face with sushi and realizing this is the first thing I’ve eaten all day. I’m almost 30 btw lol
I’m so embarrassed by all the pathetic and desperate shit I’ve done in an attempt to feel loved, and I’m more embarrassed that nothing has ever worked.
You say you can't stand to watch me cry a minute more
So you do the noble thing and open up the door
If loving me means letting go and wishing me the best
Then I guess
I wish, I wish, I wish you loved me less