when i was 10 i used to panic about how life is real and not just a little game but i dont do that anymore but i wishi could because i kinda crave that typa non serious feeling of being panicked
i get so attached to random people then i get scared that theyll notice that i have a favourtism even though when i say random i mean RANDOM like i wouldnt even say hi if i walked past
i wish i could have fun but i think NOTHING is really fun
like everytime i do stuff i forget it witrhin a day like i swear it dowsnt feel normal but maybe it is and im just being hella greedy
it isnt even that deep cus i genuinely have no deep connections anymore but also i feel like,,, even more segregated from everyone in my life like Literally everyone dude 😭