I met this man on X who gradually manipulated me into believing that the only way I had value was by humiliating myself for his approval. Over time he bullied me, tore down my selfesteem. This rlly affected the way I think ab myself. I humped a toilet, peed on myself and sm more.
finally got it all the way in!!
Hurt so bad but felt so good. I only bled a tiny little bit this time🎉 (it’s a new, cleaned brush guys it’s okay, I’m being sanitary) My roommates were all gone so I could make as much noise as I pleased ;)
I feel like I’m addicted to pain lol