MSaybe you have been giving too much energy to people who never give back.The's just been pouring into the wrong cup for years.
She version of you that's tired isn't lazy.
ometimes what looks like laziness is actually emotional exhaustion.
I feel like you've been asking for signs, guidance, because you've been very confused. There's been a lot of ups and downs to this connection. Sometimes, some days it feels very slow, and then some days it feels like it's going too fast.