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everything posted on this account is ai ⛑️

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@retardedwarlord You put lots of warnings on your account, if people look at it and find it weird then thats on them for following you

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@retardedwarlord Unprivate it ........

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Haven't taken a shower these past couple days because I've been too lazy too if I may be honest . Been sleeping a lot . Gonna do laundry today and shower of course ,, but just straightened my ugly ass hair so I'll be okay looking in public . #truejirai

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I get pale white marks that are barely visible from afar .. 🫩 or I guess thats how i see em .. I dont know how others see my scars ..

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So jealous of light skin that scars bright with the most thinnest marks . What do you mean i have to get through white to even get a small scar while I see people do cat scratch and get visible purple / red marks easily .

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@retardedwarlord I sorry is that alot

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@retardedwarlord Okok ......

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Yes im rewatching manic . Again . Like always . Everyday . Until they make it pay to watch again .

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His little brother who had issues with his own dad ,, just like Lyle did . That's his baby I'm gonna cry all over again

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Lyle becoming protective over Kenny means the world to me . He knew his past at other wards ,, and fully realized how he turned out that way with the incident with his father . Lyle was bad at showing it ,, but Lyle loved Kenny . That was his little brother . :(

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@retardedwarlord Also, would you also like coloring books and stuff like that too ? And toys ? Cause I have seen lots of mlp coloring stuff and pencil cases ,, all that ..

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He had a mental break ,, yeah. Cut himself ,, attacked Charlie . But he did it so they'd keep him longer . Chad ,, I love you .

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I hate when they blame chads attack on Charlie on not taking his medication in Manic . I believe he didn't want to leave the ward . He was afriad of the outside world ,, especially with him turning 18 and leaving out soon . He trusts the ward . Its all he had .

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@retardedwarlord Okok, whenever I go to the dollar tree at times I'll send you pics of stuff and see what you want . Do you like any of the gear I own you've seen me using or showing off in haul videos ? I can keep that in mind and pick up those for you.

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@retardedwarlord Well do you have anywhere to put a box or something to keep em in? I can get you one from the dollar store . Then just give you things i buy for you every now and then at school ,, not all at once since space in your backpack . Shrugs

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I don't want to fucking hear shit about not taking care of the apartment ,, because i was taking care of HIM .

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So tired of my dad blaming me for not taking care of the house when he was in the hospital . I was WITH HIM . AT THE HOSPITAL. YOU KNOW WHO WASNT ? his girlfriend who was living with us . The same girlfriend and her three nasty kids who ,, you know ,, DIDNT CLEAN .

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I was laying on a couch watching over him as he slept and kept forgetting shit and thinking he was at work ,, i had to be there and remind him every fucking ten minutes where he was .

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I was having to be mature and wonder what the fuck id do with the apartment and our stuff if he died . I was wondering how I'd take care of him if he became mentally retarded ,, LIKE THE DOCTORS WARNED ME .