I think carrots have become a number one safe food for me, literally my favourite safe meal is a carrot salad with a bunch of veggies, chickpeas and tofu
Did my first binge/purge since moving in with my boyfriend last month, actually so embarrassing locking myself in the bathroom to stuff myself full and to know he could hear me being sick
I bumped into an old coworker from a couple years ago who noticed that I've lost a lpt of weight, I actually just kinda felt weird and uncomfortable oddly, maybe now I'm hyper aware of how others notice when I gain/lose even when I often want people to notice the weight loss idk
I was dog sitting for my boyfriend the other day and had this embarrassing moment of binge purging, making eye contact with the dog mid vomit and feeling his judgement so hard
Being an adult with an ed is hard because I'll have a bad binge/purge session, then have to suffer a 9 hour shift with a sore stomach and moron colleagues spewing bullshit about their diet plan