When i make time for them, they just don't come and complain abt me not being available. It's someone's birthday today and I had planned a surprise for them cuz they were sad but that person did not show up... they stopped gaf after their problem in life was solved...
@khaomii u feel a bit emotionless? feeling a bit dull and kinda tired of continuous cutting? feels like a boring daily activity that you do like breathing but feels useless?
when u r asleep i rethink how i could have acted better with u, thinking abt my actions if they made u uncomfortable or if u start to feel that u r not enough for me if i did to much things for u or if you will find someone better than me... i hope not
I lied
I love nasty kissing.
I'm obsessive.
What's mine is mine.
I like being babied.
I love physical touch.
I'm sometimes shy.
I overthink a lot.
I love eye contact.
I want just 1 person.
I get jealous sometimes.
I love hard.
I only want you.
I always want you to MYSELF.
the angry daughter. the unlovable, the backup friend. the over sensitive one, the mirrorball. the forgotten birthday. the least favourite child. but somehow the most needed. the burnout daughter.