i know i can do sm better with food because last year i ate 100 cals per day for all of July and this year, i pulled the same shit off for a 10 day long trip. so why not now?
about a year ago, my issue with my body was that I wasnโt skinny enough. now i genuinely feel like a fatso and i feel ashamed to wear this skin.
took everything for granted igโฆ
Currently writing jj mccarthy x kevin connell x justin jefferson mech au fanfiction. its like if u took the concept of mechs from neon evangelion and combined it w the nfl. there's gonna be sm toxic pilot x handler dynamics I'm so excited
I've really missed the feeling of hunger. Like ik how fucked up it is but honestly nothing beats this. I feel clean and pure and like I'm working towards something big