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there’s nothing left of me at this point and that’s okay

[‎ً @nicebey]

that feeling when your heart breaks every single time you wake up because you’re still alive

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i spend every day wanting to end my life. i have no excuse for backing down at this point, it’s pathetic

[‎ً @nicebey]

living really isn’t worth it, what a waste

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another year and i’m still here. i am beyond disappointed in myself

[‎ً @nicebey]

im giving up and that’s okay

[‎ً @nicebey]

i made a promise that i’ll be gone by the end of the year. i need to keep that promise

[‎ً @nicebey]

i never feel connected to anyone, it’s just easier

[‎ً @nicebey]

“think of all the people that you’ll hurt if you do it”
why do you think i’m still here?

[‎ً @nicebey]

all i do is sleep. i have nothing to hold onto at this point.

[‎ً @nicebey]

sorry, there’s no way out but down

[‎ً @nicebey]

i hope i don’t live much longer, i honestly can’t keep doing this

[‎ً @nicebey]

at least i try my best to be kind to others while i’m here. i know how pain can break a person down, so the last thing i want to do is add to their pain

[‎ً @nicebey]

i just want to go, i don’t want to be here anymore

[‎ً @nicebey]

@parkerwoodsx i’m moving on

[‎ً @nicebey]

what did i do wrong

[‎ً @nicebey]

not being close to anyone is so much easier than having people know me

[‎ً @nicebey]

@sottmedicine thank you, i love you too

[‎ً @nicebey]

i want to be loved but i don’t deserve it

[‎ً @nicebey]

some pol don’t understand that getting mental help isn’t always easy. even if you have easy access, it’s also a very painful journey that is not easy to go through.