elisabeth

21| ed | if you’re easily triggered you might want to block me, you have been warned. (personal diary & vent acc) 170cm she/her

[elisabeth @niceedtalk]

feel and believe that there was more to my life than my ed. Like I still struggle with my body image and thoughts around food but I am no longer letting it control my entire life and honestly that’s enough for me rn

[elisabeth @niceedtalk]

haven’t been on here in 3 years which is insane to me. but wanted to let people know that things can get better. though I’m not recovered my life has changed a lot since I decided to say fuck it to ED content.

[elisabeth @niceedtalk]

I got kicked out of op my last week there and that’s when I decided to take care of my issues on my own. It took me moving to the other side of the world and pursuing my childhood dream of becoming an actor but once I did it, I could for the first time-

[elisabeth @niceedtalk]

ngl i feel cute today

[elisabeth @niceedtalk]

@99lbsbitch 170cm and 34kgs

[elisabeth @niceedtalk]

my metabolism is METABOLISING. now I’m scared that eating less than that is gonna fuck it up. anorexia? never heard of her.

[elisabeth @niceedtalk]

the way I’ve been maintaining at bmi 16.5 for 6 months eating 2000-2500 kcal a day is mind boggling to me

[elisabeth @niceedtalk]

I have been faking 8kg for my last couple of weigh ins. idk if I should be happy or offended that no one is questioning it hmm

[elisabeth @niceedtalk]

@wheeinkgs samma vibes som ett ”din mamma” skämt. skulle inte tolka det som ett fatjoke.

[elisabeth @niceedtalk]

on the very same note, I’m expected to be 54kg by next monday. I might have to invest in some ankle weights because there is no way I can waterload 6.5kg

[elisabeth @niceedtalk]

literally all I tweet about is how I’m gonna get kicked out of op if I don’t gain… been doing it for like 10+ weeks an non of it has happened hdhejsj

[elisabeth @niceedtalk]

I can’t lose weight whilst I live at home so I’ll try to get into acting school and if I get in I’ll get my own place. So I’ll have to be fat until at least fall of 22 :(

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[elisabeth @niceedtalk]

@sinanddiets I’m currently doing outpatient full time so since I can’t work at the same time I get activity compensation. But if I don’t gain and maintain they’ll kick me out of op and goodbye money :/

[elisabeth @niceedtalk]

I’ll get $900 a month if I keep gaining till bmi 19.5 and maintain there, should I do it for a couple of months or nah?

[elisabeth @niceedtalk]

l*ly c*llins is obviously still struggling with her ed :( she is looking so thin in the new season of emily in paris. I’m jealous :((

[elisabeth @niceedtalk]

The fact that I can’t have the life I want while being disordered but also can’t live a happy life in a recovered body is heartbreaking.

[elisabeth @niceedtalk]

I’ve been going back and worth 47.5 and 50kg (most likely due to water weight) for 8 weeks while eating 2700-3000 kcal most days. Except for a few days where I ate less but never less than 1400. This is blowing my mind..

[elisabeth @niceedtalk]

I’m literally back to 47.5 kg idek how this is possible. As of last week my op team thought I was 52 kg. And I have to be 53 by Thursday. I really don’t know how I’m gonna pull this off.

[elisabeth @niceedtalk]

Maddie Ziegler is my biggest recoveryspo atm