Nick Chase

[Nick Chase @nickchaze]

Change

[Nick Chase @nickchaze]

When the wondering stops and the words don’t come to you there’s that hip on your waist and that muscle on your chalf and it’s just you

What isn’t there now that will be?

When do we expect what hasn’t been to be what is?

When does it all change?

[Nick Chase @nickchaze]

Can we forgive the people we love for who they have become? Can we forgive ourselves?

[Nick Chase @nickchaze]

Life looking at us and when we hear from it it’ll be an immediate prompt. It doesn’t ask us when we’ll be ready my love it tells us it’s time. Can we go? Can we respond to the world around us?

[Nick Chase @nickchaze]

Sitting with my back all bent and my eyes closed with a hand on either side gripping the wooden rotten bench unruly capsized spilling out some truth from this silence I devote my entire life to

[Nick Chase @nickchaze]

Chances of it happening? Ummm… sorry what happening? What isn’t happening right now? Are we waiting on something to happen? ?? Sorry just confused about the question I guess

[Nick Chase @nickchaze]

Quick is good

[Nick Chase @nickchaze]

The outstanding resourceful mind all packaged and sent away on the first sniff of definition. To be learned, to be wise without the burden without the leash that’s what I stare at as my gradually adjusting eyes don’t blink

[Nick Chase @nickchaze]

I hope this world never convinces you that your ideas must become reality as if any of what the soul desires must find home in this fixed broken reality as if I owe to myself some pitiful effort in hopes of showing my poor aging eyes what my heart and mind befriended long ago

[Nick Chase @nickchaze]

You find me scared doubtful and unoriginal and until I’m some horrible shade of self satisfaction and confidence I will, for you, be a perfect well balanced thing for in pursuit of what I could be I will have long left the absolutely perfect state of what actually is

[Nick Chase @nickchaze]

It gets good it gets really good that’s a thing we know for sure but as for what happens to us when it worsens when what we face is blind to us blind to our hopes and acceptance well I’m not sure

[Nick Chase @nickchaze]

As blessed with the things I never saw as the scenes my eyes devoured

[Nick Chase @nickchaze]

Life loves lessons so we sit when it’s cold like a bride on wedding day baby take that mirror in one last time it’s about to change forever

Call it what you will if there’s a will there’s a way to go buddy you’re well on your wait wait wait come back wild eyed girl…

[Nick Chase @nickchaze]

What I avoid comes calling like the phone I’m sitting on it’s 10 digits and a blazer waving at you drunken smiling reaching for those wild eyes

Call it what you will I’m using ‘honest’

[Nick Chase @nickchaze]

This life makes it hard to blink because when it’s gone it’s gone and I keep getting the sweetest moments, the best times

[Nick Chase @nickchaze]

Within my chest you woke the me I couldn’t be without this love I have forever known

[Nick Chase @nickchaze]

Those aging worn out uninspired dreams of yours my dear friend you’re so so so okay

[Nick Chase @nickchaze]

You treat all my novel realizations as you would a small wound you give me time peace love and freedom to let life teach and what more could I ask for than that? Than an open seat to sit and inquire free from judgement time labels or fear? There’s more to love than that?

[Nick Chase @nickchaze]

I love you loosely like the lake hugs shore like the screen holds movies

[Nick Chase @nickchaze]

Devastated? Upset? Raging? Regretful?

It’s just beginning

Those are green lights those are clear streets crystal clear skies

[Nick Chase @nickchaze]

Bowing your head all sad telling me if it isn’t art you ain’t good at it my brother you’re good at everything ???

[Nick Chase @nickchaze]

I gasp at your inability to be brutal and you smile at the widening gap between me and generosity

Yeah yeah okay I can take a hint