There is something beautiful about having long term friends that have witnessed multiple versions of you and loved you unconditionally through each version
Never disrespect yourself by begging anybody for bare minimum. You'll never have to ask the right person for attention, affection, respect, loyalty, or love. Because you're worth it and deserve it. If someone doesn't see the value in giving you that — don’t try to convince them.
People who lack communication skills will say you're trying to argue. People who lack the emotional intelligence to understand your depth will say you're too sensitive. Don't let them gaslight you into thinking "Something's wrong with me" when they project their lack onto you.