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Every moment's gonna be my best part

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para tech-bros mengira hal ini adalah per-barter-an 😂

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bawa sisaan dimsum goreng keju lumer ke kantor buat di trial temen2, malah tiba-tiba pada beliin risol. kata mereka “ga ada pisang goreng nip, kita beliin risol aja ya” lol

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a warm reminder this morning 🤍

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i never realized starting over and putting myself back together in my late 20s would be this tough 🥺

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all this time, it turns out i was the only one excited, and honestly, i feel like a fool for doing that.

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but i have to. no matter what happen, i choose to take a step back before we get even further.

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how do i maintain something i’m used to having in my life while learning to get used to living without it?

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even temen-temen yang cowok, ga sungkan ngingetin yg cewek cuma buat melipir ngajak sholat dulu.

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hal-hal yang aku syukurin selama perjalanan dinas ini adalah dapet tim yang solid dan selalu inget sholat dimanapun. i know this is such a bare minimum tapi di jaman sekarang, rasanya jarang aku ketemu orang2 yang masih inget untuk jaga 5 waktu

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finding myself in an incredible moment i never imagined, while meeting such humble and amazing people along the way, feels like such a blessing. ✨

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meeting new people, making new friends, and having new experiences before hitting my 30s has always been one of those little wishes on my list. never thought it’d happen at just the right time. ✨

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it’s because they’re showing me how cool they are with the “Instant” feature on instagram lmao. i was just updating my instagram and then i found this feature like, “waaw, what is this?!” 😭

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seeing how much my friends have grown makes me wonder, “can i be like them someday?” they’re managing their families, taking care of their husbands and kids, keeping their homes together, and still doing well at work. i’m honestly so proud of them

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P.S. to my future husband, don’t worry about me. go find your happiness first, chase your dreams, be ambitious with your career and focus on yourself. i’ll be doing the same. i’m surrounded by lovely people here, and i hope you are too 🤍

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just listening to my kos-mate today. we were just yapping together until we somehow ended up talking about something serious. this kind of “me time” is something i know i’m gonna miss once i’m married.

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tadi di krl ada mas2 berdiri di samping aku. dalem hati mbatin “ya ampun ini style nya tipe aku banget!!!”. kayaknya si mas ini baru pulang kerja. pake headset kabel sambil nonton youtube. pas ga sengaja liat tontonan nya mbatin lagi “sudah cukup, server nya beda” 🙏🏻

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sepertinya aku terlalu berharap sama manusia sampe lupa kalo Allah lebih dari sekedar tempat berharap 🥺

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suddenly, I woke up at 12:28 a.m. i went to the bathroom and then came back to bed. out of nowhere, tears started falling. nothing happened—I just let them flow.

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semua berubah pas krl dateng. si mas2 ini langsung nyerobot masuk bahkan sebelum orang2 yg di dalem keluar dan lanjut pura2 tidur. dalem hati “oke skip. not my style at all” 🫩

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hm tadi ada mas2 yg lumayan menarik perhatian di St. Tanah Abang. style nya oke, good looking. kayaknya abis pulang dari kantor. dalem hati mbatin “wah suka banget style mas2 ini!!” aku liatin terus dari belakang (karena dia sambil berdiri main hp dan pake earphone)