liz(ard) 🐰🍓

vesperal on ao3 | i like soobin a lot | mdni

[liz(ard) 🐰🍓 @nightmarred]

unfortunately i don't think it ever had a real fandom. or if it did its long dead. but i lowkey wanna write an au inspired by it

[liz(ard) 🐰🍓 @nightmarred]

i am alive guys i've just been distracted binging one of my old favorite spanish TV shows

[liz(ard) 🐰🍓 @nightmarred]

i watched it to help learn spanish in high school and lowkey forgot how good it is ehehe i'm enjoying it sm. also im watching the og spanish version w no subtitles so i guess i still understand spanish well enough

[reid @reidahad]

i love being in bed like yeah everything is terrible but at least i’m in bed

[liz(ard) 🐰🍓 @nightmarred]

love going through the bookmarks on my fics sometimes and looking at the little comments people leave there. makes my brain produce the happy hormones

[liz(ard) 🐰🍓 @nightmarred]

just thinking abt. soob who everyone thinks is the perfect tall handsome alpha but he has like no alpha instincts at all, just a super chill dude who kinda likes being bossed around haha. and bg who everyone assumes is an omega but actually has super strong alpha instincts

[liz(ard) 🐰🍓 @nightmarred]

i know i have like 3 wips already going that i should focus on and another few in my google docs that probably deserve my attention first but also i had an idea last night... i wanna write alpha/alpha soogyu

[liz(ard) 🐰🍓 @nightmarred]

happy to report day 4 WAS easier but also i was insanely tired today... i didn't even go to bed late but somehow i slept til noon. cravings were definitely not as bad though

[liz(ard) 🐰🍓 @nightmarred]

day 3 still going strong! apparently the first 72h are the worst and i hope to god that's true bc today was awful

[liz(ard) 🐰🍓 @nightmarred]

why is it always matthew at the scene of the crime whenever there's some gay shit going on 🤨🏳️‍🌈❓

[nori✩ @jiwoongiez]

what is zb1 even about

[liz(ard) 🐰🍓 @nightmarred]

unfortunately though i have made 0 progress on petrichor in the last 3 days ... sorryy guys but health comes first

[liz(ard) 🐰🍓 @nightmarred]

lowkey the most evil substance imaginable bc it is SO addictive but it doesn't actually do that much to you.... like there's no noticeable high or buzz or anything. it's not even FUN. just makes you feel like you're falling apart if you stop taking it

[liz(ard) 🐰🍓 @nightmarred]

nicotine is evil kids. don't smoke, don't vape, don't do it in any form.

[liz(ard) 🐰🍓 @nightmarred]

also the meds are the only reason that i can quit smoking without having to worry about gaining weight lmao and i am definitely vain enough that i would probably not be quitting if it meant gaining 10 pounds....

[liz(ard) 🐰🍓 @nightmarred]

day 3 still going strong! apparently the first 72h are the worst and i hope to god that's true bc today was awful

[liz(ard) 🐰🍓 @nightmarred]

trying to quit smoking for good... had my last cigarette hopefully ever today

[liz(ard) 🐰🍓 @nightmarred]

thank god i have prescription adhd meds and access to all the caffeine i could possibly want bc even with those things the brain fog was so baddd today i would 100% not be able to do this without my meds

[닉뭐 @djWjfWnRb]

(일으켜줭)

[liz(ard) 🐰🍓 @nightmarred]

@jjunieshoe omg twins i got the same

[liz(ard) 🐰🍓 @nightmarred]

cravings were pretty mild today surprisingly.. had a mild headache this afternoon and was feeling a bit more peckish than usual but otherwise not feeling too bad

[liz(ard) 🐰🍓 @nightmarred]

made it through day 1 but apparently the worst is yet to come

[liz(ard) 🐰🍓 @nightmarred]

trying to quit smoking for good... had my last cigarette hopefully ever today

[liz(ard) 🐰🍓 @nightmarred]

at this point i'm pretty much convinced that every other member of tubatu is half in love with beomgyu