nihilist babe

we are all inherently unimportant, this is where I post to feel like there is some meaning.

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death terrifies me
it's fucking paralyzing fear of getting old and forgetting everything and just falling into the black expanse of nothing

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I'm trying my hardest to look forward, but the past is so addicting.
like a heroin junkie craving that rush

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I'm not sure if this is making any sense whatsoever, but it makes sense to me in my mind sorry 🙃

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these things that used to encapsulate your life and now they are gone but you can see the same thing happening to others as happened to you

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a friendship that no longer exists, a relationship that no longer exists, a personality that no longer exists

[nihilist babe @nihilistbabe]

it's so strange being on the outside looking in of a situation that you used to be a part of

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I'm fucking sad
and I've wanted to know what your lips taste like since I started highschool FUCK

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existing is one thing, making the right choices is another

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our connection ignites a fire within me

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art is so unbelievably breathtaking

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sometimes the weight of existence is just too much