Nik Farah Husna

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[Nik Farah Husna @nikFARAHhusna]

A thread of little things that me happy. 😊

[Nik Farah Husna @nikFARAHhusna]

I don’t think I’ve ever really left 4:20 a.m., 28 June 2026.

yet.

[Nik Farah Husna @nikFARAHhusna]

i dont know what to do.

[Nik Farah Husna @nikFARAHhusna]

"hus, kau kurus sikitt, kalau kau kurus confirm dia nak kat kau"

tapi kan, kalau aku kurus aku takut aku yg taknak dia-

the end.

dah lah, i think i have enough advise from you guys by now.

[Nik Farah Husna @nikFARAHhusna]

someday, i’ll write all about it.

[Nik Farah Husna @nikFARAHhusna]

finally mama asked - how is my result checkup haritu- after 10days-after abg passing.

[Nik Farah Husna @nikFARAHhusna]

why am i still crying? there is something heavy aku dpt rasa yg i didnt let go yet. mcm berat rasa dlm dada.

[Nik Farah Husna @nikFARAHhusna]

abg aku sorang ni kawan dia mcm mcm tau. dr smlm aku kenal sorang sorang kawan dia. byk peringkat umur satu hal, dr tah mana mana background pun kisah lain jugak.

interesting sebenarnya abg aku ni.

[Nik Farah Husna @nikFARAHhusna]

ya i agree.

[Nik Farah Husna @nikFARAHhusna]

tapi lepas tu order chagee.

[Nik Farah Husna @nikFARAHhusna]

harini rajin bawak bekal.

nasi goreng bunga kantan with leftover nasi, ayam from dinner last night.

limpahan sotong lauk baru masuk.

love bunga kantan sebab makanan jadi aromatik.

[Nik Farah Husna @nikFARAHhusna]

I don't even know how to explain it properly. My mind is crowded with thoughts and feelings, I'm overwhelmed, I'm overthinking, and I've been crying more than I can control.

[Nik Farah Husna @nikFARAHhusna]

why am i still crying? waiting for return texts and calls? why?

[Nik Farah Husna @nikFARAHhusna]

its just half way thru 2026. i feel life is hard, and harder.

[Nik Farah Husna @nikFARAHhusna]

semalam boss belanja sorang satu bekas. okay durian craving utk tahun ni dah selesai!

[Nik Farah Husna @nikFARAHhusna]

telling myself its okay. im here for me.

[Nik Farah Husna @nikFARAHhusna]

update mama about my condition tapi semua text di bluetick kan je.

stupid me mengharapkan reply. hew hew

[Nik Farah Husna @nikFARAHhusna]

The scale may not show it yet, but I know I’m losing inches because my clothes fit differently now

[Nik Farah Husna @nikFARAHhusna]

actually, i dont like brocolli.

and sawi too.

[Nik Farah Husna @nikFARAHhusna]

check out dr ofis at 6.50pm, singgah Menara Tima hantar barang kat Byah, and still manage solat maghrib kat rumah. tapi maghrib tu 8.30pm. but still maghrib.

Alhamdulillah.