Nobody likes you when you're depressed.
Plain and simple. We can talk all day about mental health and how important it is, but the moment you are depressed, people start to distance themselves. They see you as negative, a burden, and someone too heavy to handle.
@Sonderisfon By pushing everyone away who tries to get close to you becuase you fear betrayal and abandonment more than friendship so you figure “I should just distance my self, just incase” becuase you’ve been hurt by so many in people in the past you can’t take anymore hurt. It’s protection