𐔌🩹⋮ BeastZai ₊꒱

beast dazai enjoyer
bsdtwt + shedtwt

[𐔌🩹⋮ BeastZai ₊꒱ @nikolaislop]

⠀⠀🪽 . . .⠀⠀꒰ zai ꒱
𐐪 　⠀𓈒 ⠀⠀minor • ndni　　🩹
⠀　　𐙚　　 they / any　 ₊  ◞　
˙　 ˳　　⁺ social anxiety
♡ ノ https://t.co/qu1aDXr97s

🏷️ ~ #promotwtㅤ #bsdtwt #bsdshedtwt #shedtwt #shtwt #slittwt #venttwt

[𐔌🩹⋮ BeastZai ₊꒱ @nikolaislop]

i need to steer away from arm cutting even though i started like 3wk ago because i need blood tests soon and i dont want my ass to get caught

[𐔌🩹⋮ BeastZai ₊꒱ @nikolaislop]

i did a thing but like. idk how much i care about gender i want to transition but also not and im too scared to talk about it so i might just die a girl

[𐔌🩹⋮ BeastZai ₊꒱ @nikolaislop]

i hate gender

[𐔌🩹⋮ BeastZai ₊꒱ @nikolaislop]

slop wip ok? ok
(im gonna fix the hair and literally everything later so it migjt be abandoned

[E Am @EAmojis]

How fast my mood changes when someone brings up my weight

[𖥻 ⋮ ᛝ autumn 🎀 .ᐟ ꒱ྀིྀི ⊹. @autumn_doodlez]

"learn perspective"
"learn color theory"
"practice anatomy"

[𐔌🩹⋮ BeastZai ₊꒱ @nikolaislop]

omg my immune system is goated i started being ill yesterday with a really blocked nose now its gone and i just have a scratchy throat but i blame how not humid my room is for that

[𐔌🩹⋮ BeastZai ₊꒱ @nikolaislop]

when i get home i need to find my scale offset cus i deadass thought i was at 55 and losing again

[𐔌🩹⋮ BeastZai ₊꒱ @nikolaislop]

the doctors scale is 2kg more than my one at home i might end it all tonight
WYM 57KG I CANT BE THAT FAT

[al ,, Ი𐑼 @alliapplepi]

😭😭😭she😭😭😭😭😭tryna😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭ignore😭😭😭😭😭😭😭the fact😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 that she can barely 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭lose any weight😭😭😭😭😭😭

[𐔌🩹⋮ BeastZai ₊꒱ @nikolaislop]

i get to miss school yay

[𐔌🩹⋮ BeastZai ₊꒱ @nikolaislop]

i have a doctors appointment :((

[𐔌🩹⋮ BeastZai ₊꒱ @nikolaislop]

i get such bad gender envy from jack wolfe like let me be him let me be talented like him

[Princess Flavia ( Fragrance 🌹 ) @Fragncofrose]

Only true artists understand this feeling 🥹🤧

[𐔌🩹⋮ BeastZai ₊꒱ @nikolaislop]

IM SICK IM GONNA KMS

[𐔌🩹⋮ BeastZai ₊꒱ @nikolaislop]

irl thinspo just commented on my pjsk pins like grgrr why cant i be her

[Baby Scarlet 🦋 @scarletx_jones]

Bad art is better than AI.

[𐔌🩹⋮ BeastZai ₊꒱ @nikolaislop]

i dont get how people can walk around with little to no clothes on it scares me