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1460 calories
154g carbs
116g protein
30g fat

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what i ate — may 24th

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1160c, 13h 35m
12.3k steps, no workout

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what i ate — may 23rd

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900c, 14h
10.4k steps, no workout

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what i ate — may 21st

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1160 calories
103g carbs
79g protein
39g fat

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what i ate — may 23rd

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today was awful yet again.. atp im purging and hoping it kills me. i can’t do it anymore bro.

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900 calories
107g carbs
59g protein
19g fat

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what i ate — may 21st

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after another fucked up day, i will put an end to it today. im not gonna let myself spiral any further than i already have.

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i was in fact not back on my bs today.. but maintenance cals, so much better than the past three days

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the last three days were a reminder why b/p is not worth it and i will be back on bs tomorrow. good night :]

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why am i in the trenches, i was doing so well literal days ago :(

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i purged five times today and still kept eating after the last one.. what is wrong with me

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@oatsberries the cutest

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today was so horrendous. i literally couldn’t stop binging once i started.. i was hoping after 2 1/2 weeks of no binging, i‘d at least be able to not have it escalate as much..

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b/p‘ed again despite my mouth hurting like hell

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had several rounds and i could barely purge on the last one, because the roof of my mouth and my teeth started hurting so bad.. i did not miss this

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relapsed such a bad b/p relapse :((
i was doing so well.. 18 days down the drain