@incurablegreed righttt? at 14 i accidentally developed an ed as in i was so disgusted and stressed about my body (thanks mom) that my body stopped letting me eat, i felt like throwing up at the thought of eating. so i basically water fasted a month straight and dropped 25lbs
@theyluvchichi omgg... cried to my 'best friend' at the time about my ed and then when i'd finally weight restored and tried recov, all of a sudden she's starving and all the food and drinks we got on days out she'd have a sip or bite of and toss out while i was finishing all of mine..
@_elisdiary for sure bed. failed out of school for a while from skipping so much class (anxiety of being seen while i was at my hw). also from my ocd, the disorder of binging endlessly was so bad for me mentally than the order and control that came from ana.
@digitaldivinelc heavy on this.. so many of my binges have actually just been maintenance but that feels like soo much when ur used to sub 500 all the time