@Midjan_La_2 Waduh saya pernah ngalamin kejadian gini juga. Lokasi di menteng. Sisi saya TL masih ijo, tapi biasa deh ojol ojol udah pada curi start. Ujungnya hampir ketabrak juga dan malah saya yang dikerubungin ojol terus diteriakin “udah tau cewe malah nyetir!” 🫠🫠🫠
It’s getting clearer now. I was born in in the wrong family and fucked up society. This big hole in my heart, that has always been there for years, is a feeling of not belong here at all……….
But the race that I prefer are mostly trying to build their career outside this country, because I know somehow they feel the same about me. Now, should I do the same? 😂
I’m not trying to be racist, but the impressions that I got is actually coming from a certain group of people. Which now personally, I have a preference in terms of race when it comes to business partners or team members. Based on experience.
I think now I understand why some people within my age decided to build their career outside of this country. Because their capability is respected. Their voice is heard. But here? No matter how fancy your title is, if you’re young, you’re done.
And not just that, most people will definitely throw their anger to their business partner if things are going south in their pocket. Like sometimes I think that professionalism is 0 for some people.
Sometimes I wonder why people in Indonesia are still treating their business partners based on their age. Respect is earned by how many digits you have in your age. If you’re still young, no matter how brilliant you are, they will treat you like trash.
Just the right combination for this Nyepi Day. The day for me to do this self-reflection and make future decisions with a clear head. Watching a kind of a feminist series while sipping my favorite drink. Perfect.