Bayangin:
Lo udah berulang kali jadi capres, sempet jadi menteri, lalu akhirnya jadi presiden. Tapi selama itu lo ga belajar gimana jalanin pemerintahan, ga punya & ga ngerti gimana bikin kebijakan & program. Is something wrong with ndasmu or emang cuma punya napsu berkuasa?
See how insane i become. But the truth was i always hope that the man that always chat me, is the man who left me.Well that was impossible. And now, i still could go. He said that.I could change my mind. But i sat there waiting. If i will never get married, at least i can be wild
I really are losing it. Losing my sane. Thanks to the man that give me false hope from the beginning. If he could walk away by saying that he had sex with a widow, why i couldn't reject all wedding proposal by saying i do dumb thing with married man, not a divorcee not a widow.
But he never said i am dumb to take a wild adventure with married person like him. He just said, that maybe he can teach me something so i can change my mind.
I have no reason for sat waiting here except my wild imagination that he was my ex crush. And my curious.
He bluntly said i am not normal for not wanting married life. He said that i was dumb from wanting man that clearly dumping me for a widow. He even dare to said that i am too lazy for not caring my appearance. .