Nitro (extra loser edition)

Nitro/Kat . just bullshit and venting . 19

[Nitro (extra loser edition) @nitr0glyc]

I’m just waiting to be called annoying or rude . I’m waiting for it to.

[Nitro (extra loser edition) @nitr0glyc]

Even tho it feels terrible … I’m glad my fight reaction is stopping and I’m going into fawn mode again …

[Nitro (extra loser edition) @nitr0glyc]

Why do I always fucking start shit why am I even friends with these people I just start shit I’m so fucking terrible .

[Nitro (extra loser edition) @nitr0glyc]

I want to punch a wall I want to punch a wall I want to punch a wall I want to punch something

[Nitro (extra loser edition) @nitr0glyc]

I just wanna make it better but idk how ..

[Gracea @Gracetwtx]

Sometimes I wish someone will just look into my eyes and see how drained I am.

[muezza @runtuhq]

i am

[THE Rin @ttoiwi5]

I isolate myself from everyone and act sad when I realise i don’t have friends

[Nitro (extra loser edition) @nitr0glyc]

Why am I so damn sensitive I was fine suddenly I’m not …

[Nitro (extra loser edition) @nitr0glyc]

I don’t want to eat

[Nitro (extra loser edition) @nitr0glyc]

Me right now bc I can’t even defend myself without being a dick … so I just have to fucking leave it be

[⟡ @m31anch0Iy]

i feel so fucking pathetic

[⟡ @m31anch0Iy]

i feel so fucking pathetic

[Nitro (extra loser edition) @nitr0glyc]

I don’t wanna lose anyone

[Nitro (extra loser edition) @nitr0glyc]

I always fuck things up what the hell it doesn’t matter how hard I try to be nice it doesn’t matter I always end up being rude

[Nitro (extra loser edition) @nitr0glyc]

And now I feel like such a weak loser for not fighting back but I can’t even if I want to I can’t bc I can’t be rude I can’t let people hate me

[Nitro (extra loser edition) @nitr0glyc]

Hope you all will be ok . ( I will reply to anyone who replies to me I just mean won’t reply to anyone’s posts)

[Nitro (extra loser edition) @nitr0glyc]

I’m just gonna post on this account for a while and not reply to anyone

[Nitro (extra loser edition) @nitr0glyc]

I’m just gonna post on this account for a while and not reply to anyone

[Nitro (extra loser edition) @nitr0glyc]

I didn’t realize how badly overwhelmed I was lately . But I know it’s not my responsibility to help others and I know ow they have other people to talk to so I will definitely taking a break

[Nitro (extra loser edition) @nitr0glyc]

@ameinthehizzay We love you Renki and I hope you will still be alive . If you need to talk me and other people are here for you 🧡