kanuy

professional crier

[jonzing. @ehisssss]

you ever tried to make someone suffer by not texting them, and you suffer more? 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[ِ @jwaaherrrr]

a part of me still hopes

[kanuy @nkugvr]

lg heran aja sm org yg mikir gamungkin chattan doang... yauda emg chattan doang and liking each other bc the way we talk matches, that doesnt count as a ex right? ugh, i only have one ex and yauda sebatas label aja we rarely meet, we rarely spend our time tgt😂

[kanuy @nkugvr]

if im being honest... never ever in my life ngejalanin hubungan sm cowo sedeket itu, this is my most serious relationship ever in my whole life and i've never been this attached, also i've never done anything so far... semuanya sebatas talking stage and then gone gapernah jadi

[kanuy @nkugvr]

and like ok aja kalo org bilang cowok yg pernah deket sm aku beda", i mean like okay? they never worked, and mostly chattan doang semuanya😭😭 bahkan dibilang deket bgt juga engga, i only respond and like filling my empty feelings for a WHILE, i count em as a friend

[kanuy @nkugvr]

deeply in loooove and worried.

[kanuy @nkugvr]

that feeling of scared being left

[kanuy @nkugvr]

gmn bs jelasinnya ke org yg emg baru kenal gua kl gua sepelor itu😭😭😭bingung, krn kayak gua bosen ngantuk gua lagi capek ngantuk gua sedih ngantuk @fleurlucents setuju gsh🖕🖕

[kanuy @nkugvr]

okayokayokay

[kanuy @nkugvr]

fatty fat fat ass fatty fuck fat fat fatty fatty fat fat fattie fat fat fat fat fat fat looking suspiciously chonky

[kanuy @nkugvr]

in scared of the future what if i ended up in a situation where i didnt want, what if im not with someone i love now? what if i didnt make my family proud

[🕷️ @rtzvv]

trying to #ignore it

[kanuy @nkugvr]

i feel like im not enough all the time

[kanuy @nkugvr]

what if hes not as happy as he used to be?

[kanuy @nkugvr]

the way taht hes my first everything hurts

[kanuy @nkugvr]

no one gets this im not mad but i overthinks everything

[kanuy @nkugvr]

but thats okay cs life must goes on

[kanuy @nkugvr]

while im not even his first everything