My only purpose right now on this earth is making sure this child has an amazing life & is loved unconditionally. And I will do everything I can to be the best mom ever. 🌷🤘🏾
one of my biggest fears is going back to a place that haunts me and it hurts so much that my mom is still in the hospital where I can’t even go visit her 💔
and then I was triggered but that day in September. That haunts me. That eats me up. I feel it all, every moment, every second is in my memory, in my hands, in front of me. I feel it happening all over again like it didn’t happen and I’m experiencing it for the first time.