I dont want to go outsidebut i dont want to stay in. I dont want to eat but i’ll eat my feelings away. I want to be alone but i want someone to love me i’ve no correlation
I jist found the perfect fic with perfect tags but i was halfway through & i ddont like this dynamic because i didnt even know there was smut & they didnt tag their t/b
I hate the thought of myself actually existing in other peoples’ minds like god you must think im the ugliest fattest most unintelligent uninteresting fuck ever