every day i have the urge to delete this godforsaken account but im just going to priv and log out instead
Blueskye Tumblr or add me on discord send a messenger pigeon idk
Hello.
It's almost been 10 years since UNDERTALE released.
Now, I'm looking for your memories.
Let's turn back together.
Face the flower and speak.
https://t.co/yjchCTPayd
TL;DR Life Patch Notes:
-Discovered bug that makes brain self-sabatoge.
-Discovered bug that makes blood vessels small.
-Still a lesbian lesbianning.
-Added womanism and transfeminism to main facet of life
-Removed Herobrine
I'm sorry for who I was until recently. But I'm happy for who I'm becoming now (even if I am still sick as hell). Still not using twitter tho. Discord is about it right now. Also I go by ISO not Len. or w/e is in my discord bio.
-Bye
I was so caught in this miserable spiral that I tried to make a fucking callout post for myself. I was so certain that was the only thing I do. "I did a bad thing. I cannot grow. I will be bad forever."
Being on Tumblr did not help with this.
"Those with Moral Scrupulosity to often jump to the worst case scenario β βNo one likes me, I harm people emotionally, and I do not βnot like itβ enough, and that makes me a bad person who deserves the negative judgements or evaluations.β
I knew a little bit about compulsions because I pick. But I didn't know a damn thing about the obsession side of Obsessive Compulsive Disorder.
It's just cruelty. I would not wish this on anyone. I remember telling my therapist "I just feel like a thing."