The clarity that comes from observing the actions/ inactions of the 'close people' around you>>> how they reacted and the esteem in which they hold you during their low and high points in life.- you'd be in for a fresh dose of whatever was served if you ignored the signs...
@Richard_gh1 Pray all day. Be in constant communication with God. Lord knows he hears what you are thinking. Better to accept it and appreciate him being beside you 24/7