& having a degree doesn’t keep u from experiencing this stuff, bc ur still competing with a lot of other ppl in the same boat as u for jobs, housing, etc. A lot of it ends up being determined by “culture fit” so unless ur prepared to play the social game, struggling is possible
I think if ur considering moving to Chicago, it’s important to understand that we only have a lot of $ on paper. Wages look higher (& still not enough) because we spend way more on living costs & taxes than most ppl in other parts of the US
But seriously tho it’s literal proof that ppl closely analyze my actions more than they would for anybody else they know personally. I love a good see through moment when everyone else thinks they’re on Regina George time. Y’all tryna fuck with Janice just remember dat 😁
Bc if they were really on that kindness wave they initially claimed, they woulda apologized for how it came off and explained themselves. But it was never about that ppl just wanted a chance to complain about me in some capacity 😂
And the same ppl who apparently had my best interests in mind coming up to me with their non manager opinions, suddenly don’t wanna talk now that I had to get them together. It’s almost like that was never true and yall just needed something to pick on 🤡
to which the person in the middle replied “yeah that is true it definitely comes off like they pick and choose” which still prove my points that’s nobody is really concerned with reflecting on their choices. Exactly why they had to tell em to think next time 😂😂💀
the cherry on top of all my recent drama, the girlies thought they could be like “oh we weren’t even thinking abt it like that” to get out of accountability, but then I said “yeah it’s not about intentional actions it’s about ppl yet again not knowing how things come off” 😂
a regulated nervous system isn't quiet. it's responsive. it laughs loud in restaurants. it cries at commercials. it gets a full body chill from a song it hasn't heard in years. people mistake numbness for peace because numbness is easier to manage. but real peace has a pulse. it moves through you instead of around you.
Lmfao if I was famous, I’m making my team turn on alerts for Jameela Jamil’s socials and we are jumping her the second she tries to talk ab me. Honestly the issue is never what she says it’s just that her targets try to take the high road, somebody needs to tell her about herself
I think yall want Ariana to push up daisies atp, bc if she rlly is in that “I’m fine” mindset, all these comments will make her double down bc she thinks she’s fine (allegedly). For ppl who can apparently clock ED’s yall sure know nothing about genuinely discouraging them
Jameela Jamil comments on Ariana Grande’s appearance in her recently released ‘Petal’ music video, stating that her outfit was designed to emphasize on Ariana’s weight for discourse.
“This poor woman is possibly dying right in front of us. This outfit is designed to accentuate the thinness for discourse. Her team are thoroughly irresponsible for not guiding her away from this deeply damaging image for her young fans to see so glamorized”
That guy must be weird, talking to his friends like “yeah he was hot but idk he was too nice and that was a lil too far removed from toxic masculinity for me 😒” like we’re cooked 💀
🌊 Water Signs
You are receiving the ultimate emotional closure, but it won't come from a quiet apology. Someone who treated your heart like an option is going to watch you completely thrive without them and spiral. Expect a long, unhinged late-night confession or a heavy
WATER SIGNS: What I’m sensing is you went through something that hit you harder than you let anyone see. You still got up, answered people, handled what needed to be handled, but inside you were exhausted. Not just tired. Drained. I see that starting to change. Over the next few
And now I understand I rlly do gotta pursue music, bc u can’t copy paste technical skill nor can u convince ppl to enjoy listening to ur talentless voice. That will be the one thing I can always do better than my ops tbh
but u know what, they can keep all the stuff I put them on to, bc they didnt realize this was my second choice. They couldnt even follow me to my first bc U cant talk ur way out of having no talent 🥰