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my public diary

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got a boyfriend. stopped taking my meds and gained so much weight need to lock in and get back

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need to get back to this

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the bloating from drinking all week 💀

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body check in my friends bathroom

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i’m bmi 20.6 rn so 10 lbs need to leave

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need to get to bmi 19 in a month

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waiting for my mom and brother to go to bed so i can take get drunk and fall asleep

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abt to buy myself a rose toy for christmas

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need to go back to school and restrict again i’m too bored at home even tho im working everyday

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this guy is my type physically but his personality is awful i’ve already ghosted him but lowkey think i can fix him

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are a lot but also pooped so win

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at school i didn’t eat bc i didn’t want to cook or buy food

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i’ve been eating 3 meals a day since i’ve been home going to need that to stoppp

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i’d rather feel like this than be off them so i’m keeping it a secret from my doctor

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lexapro has increased my libido it’s actually awful idk if i’m manic bc i’ve been actually feeling so crazy

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nvm he’s ugly 😭

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so stressed, lonely, anxious abt to hook up with random tinder guy 😭

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almost at my gw i just need to not gain while im home

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on my death bed rn i just wanted him to be nice once

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i tried to get this guy to apologize to me and he laughed and now hes not going to see me anymore 😭