noelle j

just my little diary :3

[noelle j @noelleJ0HN]

feeling very sad. and like I don’t want to be here anymore.

[noelle j @noelleJ0HN]

Sanaa lathan is such a great actor that y don’t even notice she has tiny thumbs

[noelle j @noelleJ0HN]

I think I need to start all over.

[noelle j @noelleJ0HN]

kinda not even lowkey feeling questionably depressed

[noelle j @noelleJ0HN]

I rlly hate being the only smart mf around

[noelle j @noelleJ0HN]

another day another dollar for another pointless conversation that didn’t need to happen lol

[noelle j @noelleJ0HN]

I believe I just became single. We’re cooked chat 🫡

[noelle j @noelleJ0HN]

I’m honestly so over being the one person in this relationship that actlly cares about respecting the other persons boundaries like whut

[noelle j @noelleJ0HN]

I literally begged this man to pay attention to me & spare me a day for us but that was too much to ask for.. thanks.

[noelle j @noelleJ0HN]

sometimes I just think things aren’t going to work but there’s a part of me that hopes :/ but then I think, is this really it? cuz if it is, it’s not worth it to stay

[noelle j @noelleJ0HN]

literally love when I just see things I don’t wanna :/

[noelle j @noelleJ0HN]

hate them

[noelle j @noelleJ0HN]

I am done with everything. Idc about it
:/

[noelle j @noelleJ0HN]

horrible day yesterday. thanks!

[noelle j @noelleJ0HN]

u don’t deserve to know me

[noelle j @noelleJ0HN]

I LOVE BEING IGNORED THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH FOR TREATING ME SO GOOD WHEN I WANT TO TALK TO YOU WOW

[noelle j @noelleJ0HN]

it’s back to square one of what I’m doing wrong all over again I guess :/ idk if getting upset is even worth it anymore if I communicate something that bothers us cuz tbh it always end with me crying & I’m the one made to feel shitty sooo ..

[horse dentist @equine__dentist]

can i come over and just do this

[noelle j @noelleJ0HN]

I know it’s not a fight but it feels like it :/

[noelle j @noelleJ0HN]

Im still finding things out. When will it end