Im currently building a following for my own ai influencer named pinter dudley, hes a unit from the oilfield who hates his bitch wife.
ts is so fun man.
https://t.co/oewgRJmKUn
I have retired the handle @gigawizardd it has served me well over the past 2.5 years, but itโs time for a change.
That name carries energy with it that I must move on from.
I created that handle because I was an active member of the $Giga token community, new to crypto in 2024 and took the murad pill. I was a fervent believer, dumping paycheque after paycheque into my bags, bull posting like my life depended on it (and it nearly did), I was naive and overestimated my abilties and targets early on, and for a while I got lucky and started to make some serious cash (trenching as well).
So I debt maxxed and took out a $40k personal credit line and full-ported Giga at $370m mc, (after @stigstigstig_ got drained but before the cb listing) and at the time I was making good money for my age at my job (and had a good goy score) and basically went full retard and ended up getting a $80k car loan for a new Audi.
Now as we all know now, post $trump launch memecoins and specifically cult coins went through a period of intense rape.
I remained steadfast in my convictions as I watched my networth evaporate and turn negative within months.
Basically I tried to rotate some bags and hit daily runners to makeup some losses and hold Giga as long as possible but eventually capitulated at $30m mc after months of dissociation. I survived the summer of 2025 trying to claw my way back into profit with my 3 figure hyperliquid account chucking perps plays erratically, I actually did alright for a while and made some small gains (enough to still be sane).
Then 10/10 happened and that loss demoralized me to a very dark place. At that point I gave up on trading anything as a means of making money and became very depressed, logged off for a long while.
I began to drink heavily to cope and one night I went for a drive and crashed my Audi (pictured below), i hit a tree going probably 50-60 mph head-on.
Miraculously (thank God) I was perfectly okay, even my glasses on my face werenโt broken. (Car was toast though).
I was immediately sobered up after the crash and noticed my car had automatically called emergency services, so I booked it outta there and walked roughly 8 miles through the bush back home freaking the fuck out basically, lol.
Audi got impounded, I was freaked out enough to call a lawyer, he charged a $5k retainer that I borrowed from my mom. I went to work the next day like nothing happened.
Lawyer shows up for me in court, case is dismissed due to lack of evidence for DUI, legally Iโm all good, but my insurance wonโt cover the balance on my car loan as they are claiming fraud, so until im in a better place Iโm just not paying that loan (itโs 0.5% interest so Idgaf).
Since then Iโve worked like a slave and gotten multiple promotions and pay raises at my job and nearly fully recovered my entire 2025 losses.
I paid my mom back and more, and have yet to deal with my insurance payout, but I feel finally like I can breath again and I am ready to begin the next phase of my crypto journey, without carrying any baggage from last cycle.
During the past 2.5 years my ego has been bruised and my confidence quite shaken, leading to much higher levels of self-doubt and inhibition in every part of my life.
Therefore I have adopted the handle @noinhib to remind myself to vanquish my inhibitions and advance forwards with the indefatigable fire in my belly that is eternally burning.
Letโs win.
@wanted4mogging@FrothlessPlease Bought in at 40k on launch day rode it for a 10x and sold
Second Worst fumble I ever made (selling neet at $8m was the worst)
Wonโt be making the same mistakes again
@BowTiedStack had drinks with a welder from one of the jobs im on recently and he said that to me and i just laughed, like no dude I dont have time and you dont either