Jae.nigma DxB

🇵🇭•🇦🇪•Scorpio•5’8•INTJ

[feelings @3amfeeliings]

i’m not very good at telling people how i feel

[Jae.nigma DxB @noisewithinnn]

i clearly drew healthy lines and boundaries to 'PROTECT' myself,

but all i received was people's judgement and hatred. when all i want is to keep my kindness away from being robbed and taken advantage of— they named me selfish and heartless.

[Reads with Ravi @readswithravi]

Be someone who still tries.

[Jae.nigma DxB @noisewithinnn]

🤷🏻‍♂️🤷🏻‍♂️🤷🏻‍♂️

[Jae.nigma DxB @noisewithinnn]

that i also need help? when i was made and abandoned to face everything alone.

[Jae.nigma DxB @noisewithinnn]

how could i ever tell the world that I am not as strong as i seem? how could i ever explain that my bones are not made of steel? how could i ever let people know that my heart is as fragile as theirs? how could i ever show that i am also a frightful child behind this stone face?

[Jae.nigma DxB @noisewithinnn]

The hardest part after a slip usually isn't the using itself, it's the voice that shows up right after telling you that everything you built before this was pointless, that you wasted your time, that you should just stop trying since you clearly can't do it.

[Jae.nigma DxB @noisewithinnn]

Am I capable of doing that again?

[Jae.nigma DxB @noisewithinnn]

I wish someone would look at me and wonder what I’ve been carrying in silence.

[Jae.nigma DxB @noisewithinnn]

I remember when my therapist told me:

“You like taking care of people because it heals part of you that needed someone to take care of you”

[Jae.nigma DxB @noisewithinnn]

2AM, and the tears just won’t stop.

[piss boy @hilikolr4ev]

i feel like such a temporary person in everyone's life

[Jae.nigma DxB @noisewithinnn]

Proof of life 😉

[Jae.nigma DxB @noisewithinnn]

This multo of the past still haunts me.

[⋆｡𖦹 ° @rjmxrell]

too young to go through all this shit

[Jae.nigma DxB @noisewithinnn]

Those four words—“Congratulations on your wedding”—carried more weight than I was ready for.