kon

hallo

[kon @nokn_k]

oh. okay.

[kon @nokn_k]

honestly, he doesnt have the right to feel like shit. and i shouldn't be sorry whenever he makes me feel like shit

[kon @nokn_k]

and i hate that im pushing this on the person i love cuz what if he'd start believing this. then im cooked. thats why im trying to stop telling him that i feel like this

[kon @nokn_k]

i should've just minded my own business

[kon @nokn_k]

ugh its getting bad

[kon @nokn_k]

i know it all too well

[َ @gffyoq]

that heavy feeling in your chest when you realize there's nothing you can do so you just accept it.

[kon @nokn_k]

i'm the biggest fucking clown you would ever meet

[kon @nokn_k]

i dont have self respect whenever it comes to you. it sucks and i know that it shouldn't be like that, but christ.

[kon @nokn_k]

its like if a 5sos member was into me when i was a die hard fan. i swear to fucking god they would be called a groomer even if it was both consensual

[kon @nokn_k]

i cant believe its so hard for me to stop being insecure to a fucking child. sure they're a teen blah blah blah but an 8 year diff between us? yeah you're a fucking child to me.

[kon @nokn_k]

how could i not be insecure when in the deepest part of my heart that beats for u, there's this small voice saying that u're only putting up with me cuz u couldn't end up with her and that u're just trying me as an option, as someone whose willing to stay after being rejected

[kon @nokn_k]

oh well, i guess old habits die hard. and i guess you find it hard to stay true to your words

[kon @nokn_k]

i was called being bitchy lmao, at least you got that right

[𝕳 @6meperdoa]

VOCÊS JÁ FICARAM tão chateados ao ponto de terem até preguiça de falar sobre, por que sabem que não vai mudar nada e só vão ficar mais cansados???????????????

[Om Nom @Cut_The_Rope]

it's world suicide prevention day

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please stay