which over slightly longer with the exact same linear dep is indistinguishable from an entirely healthy thing, and so they compliment me on my healthy current physique and healthy goal physique because somehow i still maintain my muscle no matter what
AND actually and some will talk about the speed,,it makes me feel weird that many many people not only know but actively approve or think its kinda hot haha. and it’s not that i never got that but that it makes me feel weird about going fast. i can feel my body crying under me