Ternyata salah satu rezeki yang paling berharga itu berada di dalam keluarga yg selalu berikhtiar.
Ayah yg masih ikhtiar menunaikan tanggung jawab sebagai pemberi nafkah keluarga
And if our paths are meant to cross again, I hope I will meet you not as the person I am today, but as the person I have worked so hard to become.
InshaAllah.
I miss you more than you'll ever know.
There are days when I find myself missing the version of us that once existed: the conversations, the comfort, and the feeling that having you in my life was the most natural thing in the world.
I want to return one day carrying something more meaningful than "I miss you."
I want to return with good news.
And trust me, when that day comes
when I finally achieve the dreams I've been fighting for
you will be one of the first people I think of.
He will never know how many times I've had to stop myself from sending him a message.
Not because I don't care, but because I want to prove that my love is worth more than words. Love is not measured by how often I text him, but by how seriously I am working toward our future.
So whenever I miss him, I remind myself to keep moving forward, to keep building that dream.
And when I finally reach out to him, I want it to be because I have something new to share, a new achievement to celebrate, a new step closer to the life we once imagined.
Today, I attended someone's wedding.
The truth is, I've stood at countless weddings before. Not as a guest, but as the MC, the one guiding the celebration and offering blessings to the bride and groom.
But today felt different.
I imagined us standing side by side, surrounded by happiness, sharing smiles, laughter, and a love that has endured every season.
And in that moment, we wouldn't be looking at each other as lovers anymore, but as newlyweds. As husband and wife.