@YourMizukiToo Look I don't want to be that guy, but if you're not experienced drinking alcohol, I wouldn't recommend taking drinks from anyone
But yeah, most alcoholic drinks taste like shit until you get used to it, and even then it's mostly passable
@YourMizukiToo I'm sorry.
It's clear you were dealt a shit hand regarding your situation, both family and health wise.
But I think what's important and says a lot about you is that you're trying, trying to go on, to improve, to do what you can
That's brave in itself