Happy 7th @carmillaseries Anniversary!!!~
Since y'all wouldn't give me a Hollstein wedding, I commissioned the TALENTED @ahageao to make my dreams come true xD
Thanks to the little webseries that could for changing my life & for introducing me to so many wonderful people💖
I've taken a (very far) step back away from the fandom but making these birthday edits feel like tradition to me d: Happy 31st Birthday @natvanlis! Love you 🥰 Hope you have an amazing day <3 (despite impending 3rd lockdown 😰)
📷: Yeehaw Natasha by @emilylau83
@gamagoooori@karnsteins They don’t understand their words can have a huge impact on someone. I feel worthless and they just insisted no one gives a fuck about me.
Why won’t anyone listen to me? Do I have to k*ll myself for anyone to take me seriously? What did I do so wrong that I’m being treated this way by this fandom? Tell me bc I’m so tired of feeling worthless.
@gamagoooori@karnsteins They steal all my gifs for their account and won’t listen to me. Now they’re telling me to basically telling me I’m the worst person?? I already said my mental health is degrading and they continue to do it and berate me.
@carmillarchive https://t.co/qD9X47OjWh
This is literally screenshots from my gif set? In the last 5 days, half the stuff you post are mine? Just please continue posting your own stuff unless you know where it’s from.
.@carmillarchive Please stop ignoring my pleas. I can’t take it anymore. Y’all won’t ever take me seriously I don’t understand what’s so hard about crediting my stuff or not stealing my gifs??? What do I have to do for you to listen to me?
@carmillarchive Don’t repost my stuff unless you credit. If you don’t know where it’s from then don’t post it. You make your own gifs which is great and continue doing that.
@natvanlis @baumanelise My phone is dramatic and seems to think we have broken up as a group and decided to make a slideshow of all the ~fun times~ we had together and embarrassingly mapping all the pictures across the world
Just wanted to say still love & miss yall so much lmao