You disrespect yourself when you beg someone for BARE MINIMUM things like love, attention, affection, support, reciprocation, etc. Don't do that shit again, you deserve the best.
it’s national suicide prevention month so if by some chance ur looking for a sign, this is it. u don’t want to die, u just don’t want to hurt anymore. and u won’t forever. i promise. stay. i want u here. i really really do.
« Elle aime comme on aime en automne ; on dirait que les approches de l’hiver allument dans son cœur un feu nouveau, et la servilité de sa tendresse n’a jamais rien de fatigant. »
Charles Baudelaire - Le spleen de Paris