Until the last fragment of me is gone, and long after, I will remain the living record of what you did.
And I will never release you from that knowledge
@___xxxcuddles I hope the knowledge of that ruin becomes the constant companion of your days.
I hope it rises beside you in every morning light and settles over you like a second skin when night arrives.
May it shape the silence around you so completely that even laughter sounds like an accusation.
May every attempt at happiness carry the faint, unmistakable taste of the grief you forced into me only denser, colder, and without end..
@___xxxcuddles I will never forgive you, Enaya Murtaza.
Not in this life. Not in any life that comes after. Not even when my body is cold in the ground and the last memory of me has been erased.
I hope you feel the exact shape of the emptiness you carved into me only magnified, endless, and yours alone.
Until the day I stop breathing, and long after, I will carry the knowledge of what you did.
@___xxxcuddles I’m going to do it . I have no choice . I can’t take it anymore. I am sorry . I have to end my suffering. please visit me when they lay me down. I am sorry to everyone
@___xxxcuddles idk when u see this but i’m going to take a big step, i’m going to end it and commit the ultimate sin. when u hear about it i hope you pray for god to forgive me. I don’t know what to say. I don’t know who i am . I don’t know anything. I am done . I am sorry.
@___xxxcuddles You never apologised to me and you lied to people that you did hundred times. You lied about me caging you and victimised your own self .
@___xxxcuddles my win will always be that i had a fucking soul and i was a good f human being . Never did i touched any kids nor did i cheated , harassed or rape anyone. I fucking won. I thought guilt will make you realise but no you’re still disappointing
@___xxxcuddles i aint taking anything on my people because they were fucking kind to your betrayer ass. Like an animal no matter how much someone helps you, you will always go back to the mud . Thats the real karma . Not that little helpless child who’s in hospital
@___xxxcuddles look at how pathetic you are . all the misery on these people are only because you would accept harassment on someone and call people about your boyfriend soft-raping you and still would be with him and cheating and all.
@___xxxcuddles you’re being fucking rape apologist at this point. You don’t even know how to lie because that motherf was telling you could join on call. Dumbass
@___xxxcuddles first of all you are fucking lying, second of all ARE YOU FUCKING AGREEING THAT YOU HARASSED ANOTHER WOMAN WITH THAT MAN ? and then pretended to cry on phone with our mutual friend ???