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Too fucked up to fix. 19. old account @already_gone9

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I just can't anymore

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This slump is really tearing me down

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And usually if I laugh, I feel better for a littlw, but now I just go right back to being depressed

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I'm constantly thinking about dying

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The fat thoughts are back

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I've been feeling so low lately

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*pretends to know nothing about being suicidal*

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I haven't been on in a while oops

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Trapped

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The only thing I ever rationalize my thoughts with is "I can always kill myself, there's always a way out" and if that isn't fucked up idk

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I'm just freaking out and there's nothing I can do to stop it and I've been half crying for hours omfg

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Sorry for the tweeting binge

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Always fucking things up because I am A+

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I just wish today didn't exist and I didn't exist

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Does anything ever send you over the fucking edge and you just feel like nothing is worth dealing with and life isn't worth this shit

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I'm half panicking half unfeeling and all I want to do is cry myself to death

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Do you ever just sit there and no matter what you try to distract yourself with all you can think is "I wish I was dead I wish I was dead"

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Calm down omg stop stop stop stop stop stop

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I think I need to do a cleanse

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Being hungry and walking through food aisles and not buying anything or eating feels empowering