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sorry if I seem angry 🫶🏻

[𝕽 @Reignismm]

hijab analogy makeup inspo

[j @notabeachrock]

Anyway with my 51$/hr TA position I have decided I will be going to therapy bc wtf

[j @notabeachrock]

I applied for the TA position 6 times. 3/6 I knew I wouldn’t be really considered bc international BUT STILL. On my last attempt I thought I thought I didn’t get it bc the ones who got it were updating their LinkedIn profiles lol

[j @notabeachrock]

After all this tell me why I’m dreading saying yes to the offer bc I feel undeserving and img so stupid and it ain’t even that serious but stilllll I came back from class today, took a nap and when I woke up I felt like shit bc I thought my intro in class was weak loll clown

[j @notabeachrock]

Sometimes I just don’t know how to keep a lid on my insecurities lol literally tearing myself apart over an accomplishment and feeling like a whole ass idiot

[j @notabeachrock]

@AnqaGharshin 😭 I hope so 🤍

[j @notabeachrock]

Everybody is trying to talk me out of wearing bright blue for my nikkah 😔 now I’m second guessing myself

[j @notabeachrock]

It could be a moment but it could be also flop 😔

[j @notabeachrock]

In cont in the morning I’m sleepy

[j @notabeachrock]

Lost my bag 2 days ago w my wallet which had my drivers license and my credit and debit card plus $500 cash I received as a gift but didn’t get the chance to deposit. Lost the bag at like 8:30pm and realised it was lost at like 2:00am the next day lolol fk me

[j @notabeachrock]

Anyway, close to 2am my man casually tells me that his friends didn’t find the bag at the house and I’m like??? You’re telling me now??? In his defence he didn’t know it had my wallet BUT STILL
Anyway I locked my cards immediately after

[j @notabeachrock]

I’m w such a green flag that I’m starting to feel like the red flag? Never have I been so selfish in a relationship lol but also why shouldn’t I be IDKKK

[j @notabeachrock]

And I’m in debt debt lol istg if I don’t get a job asap after school

[j @notabeachrock]

I know I don’t talk about academic stress here but it’s getting to me chat

[j @notabeachrock]

Jokes. Actually holding him at gunpoint ✨

[j @notabeachrock]

Manifesting proposal in a week or so 😌

[j @notabeachrock]

My bf watched HR 😌

[j @notabeachrock]

Levi Ackerman and Quiad-e-Azam Muhammad Ali Jinnah have the same birthday

[j @notabeachrock]

Expecting proposal Q1 of next year lol

[j @notabeachrock]

INFATUATED with my Thursday date? That’s my husband, you guys!

[j @notabeachrock]

Third date tomorrow 🫣 I think he’s gonna make it official