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she/they | 21

[deci @notdeci]

@thesickmedic i know what you are.

[Tony Chau @SaskioLoL]

many of you have seen my tweets about duoing with my ex.

the amount of people in my DMs asking for updates is insane.

so here's the update.

we talked. not in game. actually talked.

3 hours on the phone.

the kind of conversation where you forget what time it is and suddenly it's 4am.

she saw everything. the tweets. the clip.

the one about her hands on the keyboard.

"i didn't know you still thought about me like that" she said.

honestly? i didn't either. not until i wrote it down.

something about putting it into words made it real.

we talked about why it fell apart the first time.

i always thought i had to choose. her or the grind.

like loving something meant abandoning everything else.

she told me she never asked me to quit.

just wanted to feel like we were on the same team.

i didn't get it back then.

thought she was asking me to choose.

she wasn't.

we both fucked up the first time.

i made her feel like she came second.

she made me feel like i had to choose.

neither of us said what we actually needed.

turns out we were both bad at saying what we actually meant.

too young to know that loving someone and chasing something don't have to compete.

so yeah. we're trying again.

not just duo. the whole thing.

i'm still me. the coaching isn't stopping.

the content isn't slowing down. the grind continues.

she's back in the lobby.

no promises. no pressure.

just seeing what happens when two people stop running from what worked.

we're older now. less ego. less need to be right.

just two people who finally grew up enough to try again.

study the Saskio & Rins way

[daily caitvi @caitvidaily]

ok maybe she isn’t overreacting

[roosdrawsthings @RoosDrawsThings]

The Kiramman Heir

[marta✮🪷 @caitvismooch]

count fagula and undercut mcqueer be lesbanese together again plzplz

[Art of Papayou @PapayouFR]

Here is the 4K version and finally here is my shop too :)

https://t.co/jv8ZIpHp1X

[ashnikko @ashnikko]

barking at the tv every time vi is onscreen

[Luna✨ @huevokinder24]

#sakuatsu That one time when Atsumu was benched because of a cold but he was too stubborn to stay home so he still went to practice. He spent an hour pointing out his teammates' faults and what they should improve, but he also brought homemade snacks to make up for it.

[ying 🥮 @booplebeep]

folder: sigh

author: sakusa kiyoomi

entry 1

i’m writing this because i cannot tell anyone. i absolutely cannot. it would be social suicide to. and it would also very much make me want to kill myself.

miya atsumu kissed a boy at the bar today.

[spaces🧚🏻‍♀️ 🎧ྀི♪⋆.✮ saw ATEEZ and MCR ^.,.^ @varivarvar]

kind of obsessed with the idea that actually kenma's viewers don't know who kuroo is. he is just known as "kodzuken's boyfriend", his face is never in frame but he shows up in videos and streams with his shirt and rolled sleeves making the whole chat swoon over his veiny hands &

[im perfe tly clam actually!!so nowjust drop it now @suicidepussy]

I suffered from erectile dysfunction for many years. My wife and i were at the end of our rope! I tried everything: testosterone, pills, diet, exercise, even hypnosis! Nothing worked. Until I discovered 1 Crazy Life Hack that gets me rock stiff every time. kissing and fucking men

[deci @notdeci]

@momocha_latte HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMO!!!