aiza

a listener by day, a yapper by whenever

[aiza @nothallucional]

but it’s okay, there’s always another day. as long as i follow my values, be kind to myself and others, i won’t lose me. and if i did, selagi hidup, there’s another day to try.

i hope 27 will be a nicer age though haahaahaah i’m not the strongest soldier ya Allah😭😭

[aiza @nothallucional]

less than an hour before its my birthday. cried at work bcs of work issues today. guess 26 really isn’t my year. but im glad it happened, comforting to realise i am now able to express my feelings instead of suppressing and burst out later

[aiza @nothallucional]

learned so much too. now i truly live understanding there’s more to life than work, discovering back who i am as a person, learning to not be a perfectionist, learning that as long as i get back up and believe God is always w me when i ask, i will be fine. most days may not be

[aiza @nothallucional]

thinking about the person i saw at cafe tadi…org dah tegur tapi aku buat muka masam malas nak jawab sbb tgh kerja like plsss he was actually my type 😭😭 why am i my own cockblocker😭😭😭😭

[wa 🫧 @debushim6]

when people at kenduri put the fruits on the same plate with nasi minyak and the kuah got on the fruit... hell no from me

[Alex @alexxmalloy]

everything about dua lipa’s life is like she rubbed a genie lamp and got all 3 wishes. she’s naturally gorgeous, always on some type of dream vacation, and met her husband bc they were reading the same book. for my mental health, i have to block her

[izzi @IzzraifHarz]

what’s wrong sweetie? why dont you eat your ayam gepuk pistachio matcha strawberry habbatussauda cheezy lemonade durian crepe buttercream tiramisu OTR espresso creme crown dark choc powder?

[aiza @nothallucional]

ok done emo emo i wanna be back on my bs again!

[aiza @nothallucional]

i hope i continue enjoying this phase/feeling. and i do hope i actually practice the methods properly. aaaaaaa sukanya belajar bebanyak then get to share w people lagi!!! nasib baik phone mati tadi kalau tak ig stories aku penuh dgn spam of what i learned today je hahhah

[aiza @nothallucional]

idk if this is considered having wisdom of appreciating my reward from God, or i like what i do for work, or just luck, but i really mean it when i say i love what i do now. spend today doing a proposal for work and all the decks of learning was so interesting i took notes myself

[aiza @nothallucional]

it was so interesting to study again about a topic i hold close to heart, resilience. and interesting to see what was written, i have started practicing. macam “here’s some notes on what resilience means and hey, you hv done this, great job aiza!” centu tau feeling dia

[pinenutter @pinenutter]

The biggest scam in Msian cafe culture today (apart from really terrible coffee beans) is the big breakfast. Cafes like Lisette and Kenny Hills selling toast, eggs, beans, mushrooms for RM40. I don't know if they're delusional or Msians have no sense of value. Like, wtf?

[aiza @nothallucional]

excited la fikir dah balik pj ni, nak start yoga esok lepas kemas rumah sbb dah sign up balik gym. sekali starter kereta pula run out, anggap je la Tuhan suruh rehat dulu kat rumah seharian esok

[aiza @nothallucional]

june is coming which means my birthdayy is in 1.5 months #priority

[aiza @nothallucional]

ok agak excited nak pergi kelantan now sbb my family AND extended family duk update makan situ sini and their activities like stopp aku fomo nak join korang!!! also nasi longkang wakaf mek zainab and pcb IM COMINGGGGG

[aiza @nothallucional]

got a new phone finally!!!! and its iphone 15 in pink!!!! ITS SO CUTE I CANT WAIIT TO SET IT UP THE BLUSH PINK IS GENUINELY SOOOO CUTEEEEEE😭😭😭

[aiza @nothallucional]

harini taktau kenapa tapi rasa sedih sangat, sedih yang tetiba berat gila hati rasa nak meletup dada. tetiba teringat minggu ni start org puasa sunat for arafah. terus rasa nak mengadu kat Tuhan. sebab Tuhan boleh control hati so nak mengadu :(

[aiza @nothallucional]

probation review in less than a month. a colleague reminded me about this last week, tolonglah bagi aku pass ya Allah…

[aiza @nothallucional]

pick up area pj/ttdi, or postage are available!!

[aiza @nothallucional]

helloo i wanna sell these two pairs sbb both pernah pakai dua kali je. takde rosak, just too snug for my feet😔

pic 1: adorable projects shoes in purple (excuse the lighting and slight dust)
Size 36
RM 55

pic 2: heels from jalan jalan japan USJ
Size 36
RM 25