Wasting energy on a person is my number 1 pet peeve โฆ cause why the FUCK would u make me spend my very limited finite amount of life force energy to play in my fucking face .
babies are so honest with themselves when they just want a snuggle. need a hug. or come up to kiss you & shower you in affection.
we get sooo far away from that as adults. its a competition to see who gives the least fucks. whoโs the most hyper-independent.
Sometimes while heโs half sleep Phoenix will sit up and look around for me and smile and lay back down to sleep again ๐ฅน those are the moments I live for now and I wouldnโt have it any other way ๐