nothingbby ~TheDeepStyroWarrior~

dont take this seriously | ifb | straw page💞 |
DNI - religious ppl, racists, homophobes, transphobes, biphobes, non shedtwt

[nothingbby ~TheDeepStyroWarrior~ @nothingbby4]

~~intro to my #shedtwt acc~~

she/her ~ bi ~ 20y

def not anti-rec but currently not trying to rec

I like video games esp rpgs

dms are open but notifs are off rn and I prolly wont be super chatty if you're a minor

I do have a 'normal' acc aswell, feel free to ask for it

[nothingbby ~TheDeepStyroWarrior~ @nothingbby4]

@crimsonangel06 if I really want to interact w them I will switch to my 'regular' acc to be safe

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@Violetsilenced its reasonable to forget things when your health is not doing well. dont beat yourself up for forgetting, they will find another sitter and all will be well. hope you feel better soon! 💖💖

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stitches are red, quite sore, & one of them started to leak lil bit of puss. if its any worse tmr Im going back to the hospital. if ts is infected ima be so pissed, I only got stitches bc I didnt want to do proper aftercare & wanted to AVOID infection ffs shouldve done it myself

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does anyone else avoid commenting/responding to posts if they already have like 20+ comments? I do bc I feel like it wont get seen or matter bc so many ppl already have yk

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kinda surprised it took this long tbh

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just blocked my first person w this acc... the flood gates have opened anyone/everyone is at risk now. all it takes is one post on my tl that I heavily disagree w for me to block them. ik blocking barely does anything on this app but I like knowing that I wont see shit opinions

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@borderlinebi121 I hope you're alright and get well soon! 💖💖💞

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@piggyeatss I try to stay around 1k per day, if I go over 1.5k I feel bad and end up restricting for a couple days afterwards to make up for it :/
my body likes to hold onto weight for as long as possible so I rly do have to watch what I eat or I'll gain rly quick unfortunately

[B @SYSROMD]

wdym you have to interwct with your moots and not only like their posts

[nothingbby ~TheDeepStyroWarrior~ @nothingbby4]

@hiraethshungry most likely yes they will stitch it. we are desensitized to sh so we dont see it as bad/deep but deep styros or even ones that gape usually need stitches. if they dont sticth it they will use steri strips or glue to help w the healing, so if you're unsure its better to be safe :)

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@momongaod good luck! I believe in you! its hard but honestly its worth it in the end 💞💕💞

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she was my first thinspo and tbh always will be bc LOOK AT HER! GORGEOUS GORGEOUS GIRL! 💖💞💕

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these two pictures are from today. the first is how the dr left the stitches in, all the knots are on the same side. two of the stitches have moved so the knot is on the other side of the cut, is that normal? are they supposed to move around like that? its also become super itchy

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@suturedbones I understand that feeling, I've been asked about shedtwt stuff by minors before and I dont want to ever encourage that to them so I end up looking kinda rude by not responding or just outright saying I'm not going to talk about that w them :/

[riley @ohgrizh]

i am sexually attracted to cutting myself

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@Starrz_forevr if you have bandaids that have decent adhesive try using them to close the wound a bit as you would a steri strip. hoping the healing goes well for you!

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~ moots & oomfs! ~
I'm sorry for not being as active/interactive as I could be, I keep getting distracted on my main 'normal' acc and forget to spend time on this one T_T
I'm gonna try and be around more on here I promise

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I do appreciate that I didnt end up w a bill at the end so the wait time didnt bother me, BUT, dont fucking blame ME for triage putting me near the end of the list. tbh triage didnt even ask if it was sh or wanted to see how bad it was so its DEFINITELY NOT MY FAULT DUDE

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just realized how dismissive the dr who did my stitches was. he walked in said 'so you think you need stitches?' I showed him the cut, 'hmm you probably shouldve come in sooner' BRUH WHAT? I had to wait 6 hours for stitches, not my fault it took so long I was there within 2 hours