i was going to get all cleaned up and look good for someone today but now i’m just doing it for me since i’m probably still getting dumped even though i told the truth
being right does nothing for me it’s the fact that 1. even after proving myself i’m going to get no apology i fucking bet money on it
and 2. it takes a lot to bring out this shitty, angry side to me and now i have to live in the same brain as that person
i need to relieve some stress NOW or i’m scared i will actually fucking die of a heart attack at 30. i have so much tension in my body right now i need to release it before i go into cardiac arrest
random NSFW post but my fav thing about being horny and having a dick is when i can feel all the blood and c*m rushing to my waist when i’m getting hard that shit feels so good its like all the nerves in that part of my body start tensing up its the best
last night i met with my sponsor, and now i’m about to go to my last AA meeting for a whole month. i hit a huge milestone in my stepwork and now i get to be done and enjoy it
the conversation/reality check i got tonight may have saved my life. all this time i felt like a loser, now i realize that i never knew any differently. the horrible things that happened to me weren’t my fault and i am loved. by my wife, daughter, mom. i just needed time to see
i gotta start charging my phone when i get home from work i keep having to leave with only a small battery life left and i wanna listen to music n stuff
there is something so intimate and romantic about center city after midnight it rly makes me wanna buy a good quality camera and take up photography. i wanna ask my mom to watch salem one night and have a late night out with my wife it’s so beautiful out here rn
i have this impending doubt about whether i’m actually loved or not or if it’s something more worse is debilitating. i don’t want to feel emptiness like this anymore