지니 | new year new me

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[지니 | new year new me @notjeanious]

New year goals:
~ Lose weight
~ go gym
~ eat clean
~ improve self
~ no sweet drinks
~ less gaming
~ not gonna fall in love and waste time with men
~ make friends to touch grass more
~ find a new job
~ minimalist

[지니 | new year new me @notjeanious]

Been watching too many Rotten Mango episodes that I feel like I’m in a pit of despair .. even Stephanie Soo says to stay away if our mental is not okay but how can I when I need to know all these stories and hate humanity even more

[지니 | new year new me @notjeanious]

I’ve been playing with different people these days and while it’s been fun I keep missing him.

[⚚Sage @belikesagee]

Me trying to convince myself that soon everything is going to be better and I won’t feel like this anymore

[kat @yslnadi]

and if love ever finds me again, I pray it's someone who doesn't change right when I start to feel safe

[flor 𓆩♡𓆪 @cosasdech1cass]

"algún día alguien te va a conocer y se va a preguntar cómo alguien pudo dejarte ir alguna vez"

[ຸ @fvckfemi_]

but you never truly get over it, you just learn how to live with it

[🦋 @leftunsents]

stuck between “I really want to talk to you" and "I really need to get over you”

[지니 | new year new me @notjeanious]

I think I’m at that point where I’ve accepted we’re not gonna talk but I still am seing when he turns his phone on dnd and then no more dnd so I kinda know when he goes to sleep and when he’s awake. And also know this means he’s alive

[지니 | new year new me @notjeanious]

I can’t believe he would do me just like any other guy would. I’ve always held him to a higher standard. I guess I was wrong. Men are all the same

[feelings @3amfeeliings]

losing a connection with someone you genuinely wanted hurts so different

[⋆˚࿔ 𝐦𝐢𝐤𝐚𖦹˚⋆ @vixenmika]

its so crazy how ur life can just shatter into one billion pieces like once a week for multiple months straight