tim drake of shedtwt

18 | he/him | I don't really care who follows me but if you're a massive weirdo I will sb

[tim drake of shedtwt @notrobin_03]

Cutting again finally god I missed it the feeling is so nice and these new blades are so sharp I barely have to apply pressure for nice styros

[tim drake of shedtwt @notrobin_03]

Forgot I had this app so I never ended the fast I clearly forgot I started whoops.

[tim drake of shedtwt @notrobin_03]

My new blades glide like fucking butter through my skin omg this is awesome

[milly🍓 @pupmillyy]

forever “ are u mad” “did i do something” “are we okay” because im so afraid of being abandoned again

[tim drake of shedtwt @notrobin_03]

I've just noticed I posted abt this twice why did I completely forget and make a second tweet that was saying exactly the same thing 🤨

[tim drake of shedtwt @notrobin_03]

Blades arrived finally but because I tried to kill myself my dad checked the fucking package so he's binning them what a fucking waste of eleven quid

[tim drake of shedtwt @notrobin_03]

Nevermind i'm good again I grabbed them from the bin when he wasn't watching me

[tim drake of shedtwt @notrobin_03]

Bought clean blades so I could cut safely (ish) but they finally arrived AFTER my suicide attempt so my dad checked the package because he doesn't trust me so he binned them, I am fuming.

[tim drake of shedtwt @notrobin_03]

Bought clean blades so I could cut safely (ish) but they finally arrived AFTER my suicide attempt so my dad checked the package because he doesn't trust me so he binned them, I am fuming.

[stupid idoit t @peeholelicker]

unfortunately if i'm not constantly distracting Myself my brain makes me turn into a Danger to myself

[tim drake of shedtwt @notrobin_03]

Blades arrived finally but because I tried to kill myself my dad checked the fucking package so he's binning them what a fucking waste of eleven quid

[☿ ‧₊˚ .:*・ @777ftdeep]

i want some terrible accident to happen to me but like in a casual way

[☁️ ρυρ zᶻ @pupissussed]

the worst part is not knowing whether they ever cared as much as i did

[tim drake of shedtwt @notrobin_03]

@SYSROMD No this is so real, I get so scared abt interacting 😭

[minibug 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 @insect_pride]

Its probably just the BPD talking but I always worry that I'm boring to talk to and continuing a conversation when the other person seems disinterested feels rude or like I'm putting them on or something whyyy is my brain like this

[mady @mady4rl]

watching someone lose interest in talking to u in real time has to be some type of humiliation ritual

[lals @snoopyinfilm]

a hyperfixation will sometimes deadass be the reason im putting off suicide

[tim drake of shedtwt @notrobin_03]

Jesus fuck it's boiling I think my makeup is gonna melt off i'm dripping sweat already

[ᓚᘏᗢ @rottengrl4u]

opening people’s messages just to close them again because they didn’t respond and i don’t want to seem like a loser and text again

[pari ᢉ𐭩 @comfypari]

maybe i should fucking kill myself i’ve made everyone fucking hate me